YESTERDAY WAS CRAZY, FUNNY AND SO RIDICULOUS.

helo peeps..

well...wat m i going 2 tok abt 2day..ouh ya..
2day me,syahril,taufiq n aizzah plan 2 go out tgt..
actually it was onli me n aizzah bt mayb its gd 2 bring my frens along since its been a long time tt i went out wif dem..
so we plan 2 go bugis..
n we decided 2 meet up at 230pm..tt was 4 me,aizzah n taufiq..
syahril met us at interchange..
hmm..

den i gt ready while waiting 4 aizzah 2 come n fetch me..
n den 4om there we go 2 taufiq's area..
after tt we go n meet syahril..
we were late by 15mins..
hmm..always seems 2 b wen im always wif taufiq..haha!..dunnoe y..

well..abt our dressing...aizzah wore sumthng nice..like a sleeve tube dress n black jeans..
i like it..its nice n presentable..
i wore all blue la..england blue shirt n blue jeans n my shoes oso blue..haha..
i carried my "camera bag" whch aizzah say i look better plus cool..haha!thnks WIFEY..hehe!..
taufiq wore green shirt n blue jeans..n shoes..look simple..bt actually it turn out 2 b nice..
jst d hair seems so retard..haha!
n syahril wore..a black shirt..'DISPLAY ORIGINAL' n a brown jeans n a stolen nike shoes..hahaha!...
ooppssyy!secrets out..haha..
bt overall we look great..
of cos..KATERKN BUDAK2 YISHUN N BEDOK PER..haha!..

den we took bus 851 2 bugis..walao..our butt bcame square n cramp bcos of d long sitting..
damn it..!haha!..
den after tt we go eat..2day..was chicken day..
so we ordered all chicken..
haha!..lucky we burn those extra pounds by walking arnd in n out of bugis junction..
although we didnt had cash on our hands..
we look like had cos we kp on going in2 shops tt cos a boom..
acting rich if wat i kol ourselves..haha..!

after window shop n theres nthng else 2 c n walked..
we decided 2 watch movie bt i guess bugis movies werent d standard..cheh..!haha!
well,den in d end..i was d 1 who decided 2 go 2 ViVoCity..
well..syahril n me gt money 2 watched bt nt aizzah n taufiq..so i decided 2 pay 4 dem instead 1st..
den we go 2 VVOCT n den we bought d ticket n guess whch movie we watched..
PAUL BLAURT:MALL COP..haha!..
u should watch it guys..its damn funny..haha..2 d max..
rating 9/10..

den after d movies..we walked arnd sky park n den we sat dwn n smoked..hehe!..
after tt we decided 2 go hme..cos its getting pretty late aldy..
den guess wat..taufiq didnt had any cash in d ezlink..omg!..
den i hv 2 topup 4 him 10 dollars since his in d adult fair nw..
u owe me ar taufiq..haha!
den,we send aizzah hme n 4om there we went bck hme..
i mean at tampines interchange..tts where 3 of d guys go seperate ways 4om aizzah....
BYE BYE DARLING!..

so 3 of us took 969 bck hme..
den we went diff ways n nw im at hme updating my blog..
hmm..such a long day..
bt it was tiring..
n of cos fun n lots of laughter in d air..

well..tts all 4 nw..

bb n tc..
update u ltr at nite..

luvs 4om me 2 u readers..ariff..
i love u always..

22nd March 2009..TTS WHEN SOMEONE TOLD ME SHE LOVE ME N I TOLD HER I LL ACCEPT HER..

helo peeps..

sori 4 nt updating my blog 4 such a long time..
although it seems lyk a few days bt den..
day by day passes,alot of thngs happen..

well..as u cn rmb or recall..
i use 2 love someone so much bt in d end wat we culd b is jst a bestfren..
n my brothers advice me 2 move on n nt stick 2 sumthng u noe u cnt hold on..
all tis happen in my life so fast tt i didnt realize it tt it has aldy passed..

bt den somethng n someone came into my life jst on d rite time 2 save me in a hard time situation..
i didnt realize tt tis gerl could fall 4 me n i could fall 4 her..
although we knew each other 4 a few days..
alot of thngs has happen 2 us..
we met up n chat on d fone till 4 am or so..
till feelings came out..
we had so much fun wen we were in our fren stage lyk we laugh,cry,happiness n everythng..

bt den..u noe..fate decided 2 bring us tgt on 22nd march 2009..
we didnt realize tt during our fren stage..
we lyk each other tt we nver said 2 any1 or 2 ourselves..
obviously wen theres was a time i went out wif her, hana, zakir n myself..
she was jealous wen i was looking at a gerl..
n she tried 2 tell me hw much she loves me bt she didnt wan 2..

hmm..
den during tt time i also started 2 feel 4 her deeply..
n den on 21st march we confessed..
she was shocked n i was shocked..
we tok alot of thngs..
abt d time i was there 4 her wen she was in need after her broke up wif her guy..
n i made her laugh n smile every single time we tok on d fone..

yup..n she was there 4 me wen i was sad wen someone rejected me..
n i told her abt my past n my frens n al my loved once..
so i wan her 2 understnd wat type of ppl i hv met in my life..
she was so understnding n so patient abt d type of guy i m..
hmm..

THIS PICTURE WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR MEMORIES. WHERE OUR HARDSHIPS AND HAPPINESS WILL ALL BEGIN. WITHOUT HER BY MY SIDE IS JUST LIKE LOSING MY HEART. BECAUSE A GIRL LIKE HER SEEMS HARD TO LOVE ONCE IN MY LIFETIME.

tts me..
n tts her..
n this is us..

although we hv jst started our relationshp..
although its going 2 b a long way in life..
i ll treasure her no matter wat..
i jst dunnoe wat makes her miss me n love so much tt sumtimes i gt blown away by her feelings..
its an intense relationshp..
bt both of us will try 2 maintain n last long here..

well..wat i cn say abt her is..
shes jst so special 2 me..
her love 4 me..she understnds me..
her commitment 2 our relationshp n of cos..
her dream 2 b wif me always..
n i shall grant her n make tt wish come true...
4 her..

well...tts all 4 nw..

bb n tc..
update u tml or 2nite..

luvs 4om me 2 u readers..ariff..
i love u always..

LIFE HAS BEEN GREAT WHEN I BOUGHT YOU TO BE BY MY SIDE ALWAYS.

helo peeps..

sori 2 delay updating my blog pon day by day im so bz..
hmm..bz..?
well..bz roaming arnd yishun n going out..
chilling under d block..going 2 safra n playing my favourite game CnC..

well..nthng much 2 write though bt den doing all tis stuff sumtimes make me feel lifely..
including celebrating my younger brother's birthday..
its AMER..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LITTLE BRO.MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE AND STUDY HARD TOO.AND MAY YOU AND PUTRI AMALINA LAST LONG IN THE FUTURE AND IN LIFE.I LOVE YOU BROTHER. WITHOUT YOU BY MY SIDE.LAUGHTER WILL NEVER BE SURROUNDED BY YOU.

tts him..his cute rite..?haha..
tts wat he always says 2 me..
"AMER KAN CUTE..AMER CAN HANDSOME..AMER KAN CHARMING..AMER!"..haha!..
well..even though its so egoist..haha..bt 2 me its stll funny no matter wat he do..
summore wif his irritating face tt ZAKIR hates it bt 2 us..its a symbol of frenshpness n laughter..
haha!..tts amer if u wan 2 noe..hmm..

and den i finally bought somethng tt i love alot..
although d color seems weird 2 me..
bt i jst love it so much tt wen ZAKIR bought d bag..(different from mine)..
i went jealous..
so i save my money n bought it 2..
d bag made me feel so happy weneva i bring it out 4om hme..
nt jst say once..
bt everytime i go 2 SAFRA..lepak n go out..cool rite..

tis is d pict abt d bag tt i bought:


although d bag seems plain..
bt i love it so much..
haha!cool la seh..
hee!..

well..tts all..

tc n bb..
update u tml..

luvs 4om me 2 u readers..ariff..
i love u always..

IT'S GOOD TO HAVE SOMEONE IN UR LIFE TO MAKE U REALIZE..

helo peeps..

i wanna say sumthng..
2day or 2nite..i didnt realize tt i hurt 3 of d ppl i love so much..
they were once my fren..n nw dey were my brother..
bt in d end i hurt their feelings bcos of 1 stupid mistake i hv done whch was nt realizing my own feelings n mistakes..
n i jst wan to say 2 3 person..
FADZLY,TAUFIQ N FAIZAL..

dey really make me realize ytd nite..
obviously i cried bcos FAIZAL werds were hurting BUT..
it was all bcos he was protecting me so i WOULD be a strong man tt will nver be weak wen cums to love..
n wat he said earler on in the park..
it was all so true..n i rmb 2 thngs he said tt time tt i will always rmb..

"ALL THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR THE GIRL,DID THEY RETURN IT BACK TO YOU THE SAME AS HOW U SHOWED OR GAVE THEM..?" and...

"BIAR MISKIN DUIT,JANGAN MISKIN PEREMPUAN"(i dont noe hw to translate in2 english)..

bt seriously...tis 2 sentences really2 make me realize tt i was a weak person n i hv 2 change d way i tink abt love n hw 2 i conquer weaknesses..

3 of dem..really showed me who i was..
dey said, "DESPERATE, CONFUSED AND PUSSY"..
although those werds were rather hurting..BUT actually it does serve a meaning in my life..
its sumthng i shuld hv realize it long ago..
bt i didnt..bt nw i do realize thnks 2 dem..

i scolded dem n called dem morons n idiot..bt actually it was me who was d moron n idiot..
i didnt realize my mistakes..
bt dey made me..
n theres 1 more thng tt he said tt i will nver compare wif other ppl..
"THEY ARE MUCH WORST N MORE HURTFUL PEOPLE WHO ARE GETTING HURT,NOT JUST YOU ARIFF.."

yup..wat he say was true..n i realized tt..bt sumhw i didnt tink abt it..or feel abt it..
i was d person tt didnt had any feeling 4 others bt 4 myself..
so i was d bad guy nt dem..
bt dey protected me n stll wanted me 2 b d good guy PLUS a strong man in me..
in heart,mind n soul..

i really tink hard n realize n made a self reflection moment at hme 2 realize wat hv i done wrong..
n it finally pop in2 my head..
n i didnt wan 2 repeat such thngs again..nt bcos of anythng else bt bcos of myself..
dey were there nt 2 scold or insult me..BUT TO ADVICE..
dey were there nt 2 leave me..BUT TO LOVE ME AS A BROTHER..

wen dey left me alone in d park to cry n tink abt wat dey said..
i felt lost witout their presence..
n i felt diff wif dem..being silent n evrythng..
it wasnt us..
mayb..bt truthfully its all bcos of me..
n i was d 1 2 b blame nt dem..yup..
i realized nt everythng bt bit by bit..
wen time n time passes on i will realized my true i dentity n d people arnd me..

well..i jst wanted 2 say tis..
im really sorry 4 all d thngs i hv said earlier on in my blog or to u guys personally..
i want 2 take it bck 4om wat i said..although i noe it has been done..
i jst dont wan us 2 seperated 4om u guys..bcos of tis..
cos im lostwitout u ppl..
i stll love u n i stll nd u brothers in my life..
sorry..

well,tts all..

tc n bb...
update u 2nite or tml..

luvs 4om me 2 u readers..ariff..
i love u always..

HMM..TODAY SEEMS A DULL DAY UNTIL ZAKIR CAME..

helo peeps..

well..2day seems boring rite..?
i guess..?shuld be..?mayb?

argh..!who gives..haha!..

well..2day woke up late arnd 11am..
usually i will wake up arnd 830am jst 2 msg HER..bt nw..?
seems different..im stll getting use 2 wake up arnd 11..haha!..
nw i cn reli differentiate laziness n commitment jst 2 msg a gerl i use 2 love..
n even nw i stll do..hmm..

well..den i on9 n i watch anime..shaman king again..
tis is lyk d 5th time i watch it..haha..cool rite..
well..while i watch it, i was waiting 4 her 2 on9 bt i guess she culdnt b there cos she might b bz..
or mayb her younger sister woke up early..
hw i wish i culd say 2 her younger sister.."JUST GO TO SLEEP..WAKE UP ARND TIS TIME OK..?"
bt i guess i cnt..haha!..

well,den i jst watch tt anime until my brother came bck 4om werk..
den he say tis 2 me..
"GET OUT OF MY WAY...I WANNA USE TIS COMP..ITS MY TURN..!"..
its been so long since he has been rude 2 me..haha!..
well..wat 2 do...my brother..haha!..

den he use lyk 30mins..den he dissappear into d living room n watch tv n he fell aslp..
haiz..
will always b a lazy bum..cos his tired rite..haha..
hmm..cute bro..
lyk a baby boy lyk tt..haha!..

den after tt a change of event came by..
zakir called me n he say he wanna hang out at my crib..
den of cos i say okla..
lucky gt my dad n bro..so cn..if gt mummy..surely say NO!..haha!..
den he reach here arnd 5 plus pm..
he sat n lepak here lyk his own hse bt i dont mind..
n den he use d comp 4 usual stuff..
frenstering,finding songs n handphone themes n transfer files here n there..
den we tok n laugh so loud tgt..
n i tink zakir is bcuming more crazy wen he sits in my hme..haha..

den arnd 7 plus he left my hse QUIETLY..cos i didnt wanted my dad 2 find out..
den after 10mins,wen zakir left d hse...
my dad ask me.."YOUR FREN GO HOME ALDY ARH..?Y NVER ASK HIM EAT HERE?"..
i was lyk.."HUH?!..U NVER SCOLD ME ARH TT I BRING HIM HERE?"
he replied.."WAT FOR..NTHNG WRONG RITE IF IM AT HOME..BUT DONT TELL MUMMY LA"..

as i tot..haha..!weird dad n brother..i tink my family is weird..haha!..
hmm..den i watch tv wif my bro den he halfway slp again..
idiot..!

den i on9 bck..
until nw..chatted wif taufiq n moh..jst a bit..cos dey seem 2 b in their on world so i dont wan 2 disturb dem la..
hmm..okok..
well,im nw listening 2 song..so i ll soon b going 2 bed...
so tml morning i cn wake up jst 4 her 2 gt my morning msg..hmm..
yup!..kamisah is tt gerl i woke up early 4..yeah!..

well,tts all 4 nw..

bb n tc..
update u tml..

luvs 4om me 2 u readers..ariff..
i love u always..

THIS IS WHERE MY LOVE FOR YOU ENDS. A SAD NIGHT AT 2208HRS.

helo peeps..

hmm..well..guess wat..

well..
during tis nite sum1 culdnt accept my love in her heart so she said tis 2 me..
the msg:-

KAMISAH:-

>>>>>"U THERE'S SOMETHING I ND TO TELL U BEFORE I HURT U EVEN MORE.IM REALLY GLAD TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE U N I HOPE WE WILL

JST STAY TIS WAY.NO MATTER HW I TRIED TO LOVE U BT I JUST
CANT COS MY HEART BELONG TO SOMEONE ELSE.WAT MY
FRIEND SAY WAS RIGHT.I SHULDN'T NT LEAD U ON MAKING U
TINK TT I WILL ACCEPT U COS I NEVA BE ABLE TO DO THAT.
FORGET ME K.HMM,BT IM REALLY TOUCHED BY ALL THE
SWITEST THINGS U WROTE FOR ME N I WILL NEVER FORGET THEM.
GD NITE,SLEEP WELL.DUN TINK TOO MUCH ABT TIS."

ARIFF:-

>>>>>"HMM.OK..I UNDERSTND..HMM..GD NITEZ SWIT DREAMS N SLP TITE N TC."

tts wat happen n tts wat i said 2 her..tts all..
i wuldnt wan 2 find out y cos she said it aldy.."HER HEART BELONG TO SOMEONE ELSE"..hmm..
hmm..life is tough sumtimes bt she made me feel happy n make me smile always..
bt i guess loving her was jst nt enough..
sum1 was there n better den me..hmm..

another sad nite 4 me whch i hv 2 face in my life..

seems so hard 2 understnd y m i leading a life so lonely n painful..
bt it doesnt matter..im really getting use 2 tis..
bt i guess 1 day theres a point of time tt i culdnt take it..
i wuld jst stop loving..n jst dont blif in d werd LOVE animore..
bt i blif tt i wuldnt gv up..cos i devoted my life 4 love..
i noe its a stupid thng bt wat m i suppose 2 do..
i hv been lyk tt since i understnd d meaning of:- ~LOVE,GIRLS,FAITHFUL,SINCERE,TRUST,RESPECT n LIFETIME PARTNER~..

hmm..i noe its hard 2 blif wat im trying 2 say 2 u readers..
bt tis is really me..
if i were 2 told u my stories..mayb sum of u will tink n say im a PLAYBOY or DESPERATE..
bt actually i m jst a NORMAL guy finding love 4 himself jst 4 his heart to be complete bt it seems so heart 2 hv 1..hmm..

d onli thng i cn do nw is 2 move on..
i sumtimes hate d werd move on 2..cos everytime i say tt it means a failure 2 me..
bt nw i dont tink so..
d werd tells me tt nver stop at a place cos if u r jst standing there u wuldnt move..bt if u stretch out ur legs..
1 day..u will reach ur destination..
>n tis time of my life i called it "HAPPINESS"..

hmm..well..i tink i wuldnt say it alot..hmm..
well..nw d onli thng i cn say 2 her is..

"GOOD LUCK U..IT WAS A GREAT FEELING TT YOU MAKE ME LOVE U..ALTHOUGH I TRIED TO SHOW U TT I WAS DIFFERENT BT I GUESS I WASN'T GD ENOUGH..U MAKE ME HAPPY N MAKE ME SMILE N UNDERSTND THE MEANING OF LOVE EVEN MORE..BT WATEVA I SAY TIS,IT WILL JST B A MEMORY IN MY HEART N MIND N IN TIS BLOG..YOU WERE A DIFFERENT GIRL BT THERES 1 THNG U HV D SAME AS D OTHERS..ITS MY LOVE FOR U..I HOPE U WILL B HAPPY WITH TT GUY N ALWAYS LAST LONG WITH HIM N OF COS LOVE HIM ALWAYS..NVER THROW HIM AWAY 4 A STUPID REASON..OK..?HMM..NW I HV 2 MOVE ON..MY LOVE 4 U NW IS JST A MEMORY N JST A SAYING BT I WILL ALWAYS RMB 1 THNG ABT U..U WERE A ' NORMAL' GIRL..N I WANT U 2 STAY HAPPY ALWAYS N DONT WORRY ABT ME BCOS 1 DAY I WILL NOE Y IS D REASON..N SEEING U HAPPY ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE..I USED TO LOVE U BT NW THE LOVE 4 U 2 ME IS JST A WORD..BT TRUST ME 1 THNG ONLY..U R TT GIRL TT MAKE ME REALIZE TT ALL GERLS ARE DIFF N U R D 1ST GIRL WHO IS NORMAL IN MY LOVE LIFE..U WERE D UNIQUE 1..BT I GUESS,ITS STLL JST A MEMORY..MY LOVE 4 U WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED,KAMISAH..GD BYE DEAR..TC N FLY WITH UR SOMEONE SPECIAL..LEAVING ME BEHIND TO SEARCH AGAIN..HMM.."

well..i tink tts all i wan 2 say 4 nw..

tc n bb..
update u 2nite..

luvs 4om me 2 u readers..ariff..
i love u always..

PEOPLE SOMETIMES SEEMS SO HARD TO UNDERSTND..

helo peeps..

hmm..let me say somethng..

IS IT HARD TO UNDERSTND SOMEONE IF THEY REALLY WANT TO DO OR HAVE 2 GO SOMEWHERE..?
IF YOU WERE A PERSON..U WOULD THINK RIGHT..?
N WAT THE FUCKING HELL DO U MEAN, "IF U NEVER ONLINE WIF HER U WILL DIE..?"..WAT D HELL WAS TT SUPPOSE 2 MEAN..CMON LA..!DIDNT YOU THINK ABOUT OTHERS WAT DEY FEEL..?
WOULD YOU LIKE IT IF I WERE TO SAY TT 2 U..?
PLS..DONT B SO IMMATURE OK!..

n d most irritating part is you try 2 say such stupid stuff lyk.."JUST ONLINE ONLY WAT..IT DOESNT MEAN IF SHE ONLINE OR NT IT DOESNT MATTER..N U DONT TAKE GERLS AS A REASON DEN U 4GT ABT UR FRENS..YOU MUST SPEND MORE TIME WIF US(UR FRENS).."

WAT THE FUCK ARE U TRYING 2 SAY..FRENS ARE MORE IMPORTANT THAN HER..?!
CMON..
TINK B4 WAT U SAY..I SPEND MY ENTIRE DAY WITH U GUYS N THE FUCK I SPEND MY TIME WIF HER ONLINE JST 4 1 HOUR..
U TINK MY TIME 4 U GUYS IS NT ENOUGH..!WAT R U PPL..?!MORONS IZZIT..?!PLS!....

IMAGINE URSELF IN MY SHOES..
WOULD U LYK D SAME WAY I TREAT U..?!..
NO RITE..?!SO TINK LA!..
IMAGINE I SPEND MY ENTIRE DAY WIF U N TIS IS WAT U SAY 2 ME..?CMON..U R NT TT TYPE OF FRENS I CARE OK..

I CARE ABT FRENS YES..BT THERES ALWAYS A TIME IN OUR LIFE TT WE HV 2 BALANCE OUR TIME WIF..OMG!..SERIOUSLY U GUYS HURT ME JST NW OK!..
I DIDNT WANTED 2 SHOUT COS U WERE MY FREN N BROTHERS..I DIDNT WANTED 2 DISRESPECT U PPL TTS Y I KP QUIET..BT U GUYS REALLY2 HURT ME TIS TIME..ESPECIALLY U N U..(i wuldt wan 2 say names..i tink dey noe who dey r by themself)..

if u were 2 understnd my situation u will really understnd hw i feel..
i noe its a stupid reason 2 say u wanna go hme bcos of a gerl..
yes i noe its true wen u r wif ur frens..
BUT JUST IMAGINE..5 OR 6 HOURS WIF U GUYS?!..CMON..NT ENOUGH IZZIT..?!
N ABOUT HER..1 HOUR OR SO..!CMON..I NEED MY TIME WIF HER 2 OK GUYS..!HAIZ!..
i tot u culd understnd bt i was wrong..hmm..

well...i seriously gt no mood animore..
if u wanna tok 2 me jst online n say wateva u wan 2 say or kol me or msg me ok..
u guys hv really done it..
i love u brothers bt i guess u culdnt understnd my love 4 her..
its ok..1 day if u were in my situation i will c hw will u react..
bt trust me i will nver reply d same way hw u reply 2 me jst nw..
bcos i will stll love u all as my brothers..

well,tts all..

tc n gd nitez..
update u tml den..

luvs 4om me 2 u readers..ariff..
i love u always..

THE 1ST MALAY POEM I TYPE IT OUT RIGHT AT THE MOMENT I FEEL LIKE WRITING..

~OUR LOVE IS JUST LIKE HELL AND HEAVEN AND THE 4 ELEMENTS IN OUR LIFES ~

cinta ini adalah sesuatu perasaan..

atau sesuatu perkataan?..

mengapakah kamu tidak percaya..

yang cintaku ini sangat bercahaya..

tidak kamu rasa kejujuran cinta ku..

hanya untuk seseorang sahaja, ialah kamu..

mencarimu bukan senang tapi susah..

sama seperti menang dan kalah..

cintaku kepada mu sebagai air laut yang luas..

yang saya susah hendak melepaskan kerana, saya tidak puas..

cintaku kepada mu sebagai api masak yang panas..

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yang selalu ternampak bayangmu didalam mataku..

kalau seseorang lelaki itu berkata perkataan manis..

itu adalah perkataan yang ada di dalam buku yang ditulis!..

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tapi kalau kita mengambil masa untuk merasakan hati kami..,

insya’allah jodoh kita akan ditunaikan dengan cara yang bahagia..

dan satu hari nanti, rasa sayang dan cinta kita akan selama-lamanya..

TUHAN adalah MAHA PENYAYANGI dan MAHA KUASA..

DIA tidak akan memberi umatNYA putus usaha!..

rasa sayangNYA kepada kita ada berbezaan..

sama dengan saya yang selalu redha rasa cinta saya kepada mu..

saya harap puisi ini akan diingati di dalam hatimu,

kerana anda seseorang yang akan selalu di didalam hatiku..

selalu dan selamanya..

sampai kita ditelan oleh syaitan dan pengacauNYA..

tetapi TUHAN akan menyelamatkan kita dariNYA

supaya kita boleh berjumpa dengan TUHAN bersama keluarga kita..

bila saya tiada lagi di dunia ini, saya akan meninggal mu disisi TUHAN..

tetapi cinta dan rasa sayang kepadamu akan tetap di hatimu selalu, sebagai percintaan TUHAN!..

~THE END/MUHAMMAD ARIFF BIN HADANAH/ANGEAL ARIFF~

I MISS HER SO BAD THAT I NEVER MISS SOMEONE SO MUCH BEFORE!

HMM..I WOULDNT WAN TO DRAG THIS TOPIC SO LONG..
I JUST WANT TO SAY SOMETHING OUT LOUD TO YOU!..





I MISS YOU SO MUCH!AND IT'S HARD TO RELEASE YOU FROM MY HEART ALTHOUGH YOU SAID TO ME THAT I RATHER NOT STICK TO ONE AND FIND SOMEONE BETTER.BUT IT'S WAY TO HARD FOR ME TO DO THAT BECAUSE YOU ARE ALREADY IN MY HEART AND MIND!I KNOW I HAVE LOTS OF COMPETITION BETWEEN US BUT I DON'T MIND FIGHTING THEM JUST TO BE WITH YOU BECAUSE THIS FEELING OF MINE FOR YOU WILL NEVER FADE!SO JUST BY LOVING YOU FROM FAR WILL MAKE ME EVEN FEEL MORE FOR YOU.AND ONE THING FOR SURE THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER..I AM WHO I AM AND THIS GUY WHO LOVES YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU NO MATTER HOW HARD IT IS TO BE WITH YOU. AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE PART OF ME AND WILL ALWAYS BE MY BABY!..

well,tts all...

bb n tc..

luvs 4om me 2 u readers..ariff..
i luv u always..

TODAY I GOT PUNK'D BIG TIME..!BECAUSE OF YOU FADZLY!HAHA!

helo peeps..

2day woke up kinda early..cos i needed 2 go 2 d market..
2 refill d refrigerator..y..?!
cos ariff finis d supply in there..haha!..
well,wat 2 do..time by time i cook by myself..haha..

hmm..den after tt go n bathe n eat..tis time mummy cook 4 me..haha!..nice!..
den i on9 n waited 4 her 2 on9..who..?
KAMISAH LA!..
who else..my grandma izzit..?haha..

den while waiting i watch some animation..
SHAMAN KING!..haha..old time favourite..
enjoyed n laugh my ass out la seh..hee!..

den arnd 10 plus oso..she on9!..
i was hapi n stayed cool..
haha!..
den we chat..kinda 4 awhile onli cos she was tired so she went bck 2 slip..
shes a sleepy head!..haha!..

den i on9 all d way until 4 plus den i n taufiq decided 2 go lepak wif fadzly..n mayb plan 2 go play cnc..
so we meet up at 1645..bt in d end.............................................................................................................

KAMISAH ONLINE BCK..!..

so i delayed d time meeting..hmm..shes sum1 importnt 2 me although she ask me 2 move on..
im trying 2 bt mayb u guys n gerls noe tt im nt tt type of person huh..?haha!..
so i chat wif her until lyk 5 plus..den i off9..
imagine 15mins 2 chat wif sum1 u love..its lyk sp FUCKING short time of period bt den i made a promis..
hmm..mst fulfill it rite..
hmm..den i sadly off9..hmm!..

den me,taufiq n fadzly met up although it was raining cats n dogs..
it was so heavy tt my hair was all mess up..nver mind..
thnks,it turn out 2 b cool..!haha..

4om there we decided 2 go 2 play CNC..
we play la..play lyk 2hrs..
WOW!..

d 2 games we played was intense..
we gt attack n we defended our base n we attack bck..
of cos we lost some of our gd soldiers bt their death will nver b in vain..
we fought bck n hard..
we in d end we won..!yeah!..

den 4om there we go eat at coffee shop n lepak under my block n faizal came 2..
i mys tt brother of mine..
long time nver see him seems diff..hmm..
he does cheer up my lepak-ing time wif him n d other 2 brothers of mine..yeah!..

hmm..den go hme arnd 2240..on9 n eat..again..haha!..
hope i dont go bck fat..
I HATE IT!..
hmm..

den i rmbred tt my psp was wif fadzly..
n wen i kol him..

he said IT WASNT WIF HIM!..
n there i sarted 2 panic..
my brother ask 4 it n blablabla..
n i gt scared..n i prayed tt it was all a prank..
bt fadzly seems so real wen he said tt he didnt had d psp wif him...
i was lyk OMG!..HELP ME LA!WHERE COULD IT BE!..hmm..
den i kol him again den suddenly he said tt d psp wif him..
n he said..wif a big3 sentence..

ARIFF!YOU GOT PUNK'D BIG TIME BRO!..HAHA!..

i was mad bt den in d end it turn out 2 b funi n yet cool..!haha..
thnks fadzly..u make my day a hapi,surpise,panic n of cos laughter..haha!>.
thnks bro..!

well,tts all 4 nw..

bb n tc..
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wif luvs 4om me 2 u readers..ariff..

i love u always..

THE DAY IN ITE..I KINDA MISS THE SCHOOL THAT MUCH!..

helo peeps..

hmm..wat cn i say 2day..
well 2day i woke freakingly early jst lyk d time i use 2 go bck 2 skool..
yup..arnd 6 i woke up..den i gt ready bt i on9 4while la whether 2 c fadzly n taufiq r on9..
bt guess wat..none of dem..
those 2 ppl r oso going 2 ite wif me..
actually is fadzly n zul tt wanted 2 go there bt me n taufiq..
we jst accompany dem..
pretty bored at home so we went out..

i gt ready . den i met fadzly at d AJ mart near our hse..waited 4 him lyk almost 20mins..bt ind end he made it on time..hmm..
den we meet taufiq infront of CCHY bustop..ahah..!
another old school..
den we met zul..

so from there we took bus 39..
yup all d way 2 tampines interchange..haha..
a 1hr15mins journey..nt bad 4 us..
haha!..
we sat n we played psp..hmm..n listen 2 my ipod..usual 2..
den we took 31 4om there 2 skool..

finally wen we reach there..it was so USUAL..alot of students..
tts where my ite memory started n ended..hmm..
hapi n sad..all there..
bt i guess d ppl there will nver change..
always staying hooligan n staying nerdy..haha!...

den we follow zul n fadzly arnd d whole school..nthng 2 do..hee!..
den we met syahril n we CHILL OUT in ite..where zul n fadzly bought their uniforms..
n guess who bought 2..?taufiq la seh!..
POLY STUDENT WEARING ITE UNIFORM..COOL KAPER?!..haha!..

den 4om there we went 2 TM..n we ate LONG JOHN SILVER..
n after tt we go bck 2 yishun..
den we go 2 safra n play CNC..usual game..!haha!..yahoo!
well,den from there after 1hr30mins..we go lepak..den we lepak until lyk 7plus den we go hme..hmm..

go hme did d usual..eat,bathe n on9..n den go slip..bt d weather was pretty moody..
always rain only..
haha!..wat 2 do..
GOD control all tis stuff..so hv 2 go through it rite..hmm..

well,tts all..

bb n tc..
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luvs 4om me 2 u readers..ariff..
i love u always..