THIS IS WHERE MY LOVE FOR YOU ENDS. A SAD NIGHT AT 2208HRS.

helo peeps..

hmm..well..guess wat..

well..
during tis nite sum1 culdnt accept my love in her heart so she said tis 2 me..
the msg:-

KAMISAH:-

>>>>>"U THERE'S SOMETHING I ND TO TELL U BEFORE I HURT U EVEN MORE.IM REALLY GLAD TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE U N I HOPE WE WILL

JST STAY TIS WAY.NO MATTER HW I TRIED TO LOVE U BT I JUST
CANT COS MY HEART BELONG TO SOMEONE ELSE.WAT MY
FRIEND SAY WAS RIGHT.I SHULDN'T NT LEAD U ON MAKING U
TINK TT I WILL ACCEPT U COS I NEVA BE ABLE TO DO THAT.
FORGET ME K.HMM,BT IM REALLY TOUCHED BY ALL THE
SWITEST THINGS U WROTE FOR ME N I WILL NEVER FORGET THEM.
GD NITE,SLEEP WELL.DUN TINK TOO MUCH ABT TIS."

ARIFF:-

>>>>>"HMM.OK..I UNDERSTND..HMM..GD NITEZ SWIT DREAMS N SLP TITE N TC."

tts wat happen n tts wat i said 2 her..tts all..
i wuldnt wan 2 find out y cos she said it aldy.."HER HEART BELONG TO SOMEONE ELSE"..hmm..
hmm..life is tough sumtimes bt she made me feel happy n make me smile always..
bt i guess loving her was jst nt enough..
sum1 was there n better den me..hmm..

another sad nite 4 me whch i hv 2 face in my life..

seems so hard 2 understnd y m i leading a life so lonely n painful..
bt it doesnt matter..im really getting use 2 tis..
bt i guess 1 day theres a point of time tt i culdnt take it..
i wuld jst stop loving..n jst dont blif in d werd LOVE animore..
bt i blif tt i wuldnt gv up..cos i devoted my life 4 love..
i noe its a stupid thng bt wat m i suppose 2 do..
i hv been lyk tt since i understnd d meaning of:- ~LOVE,GIRLS,FAITHFUL,SINCERE,TRUST,RESPECT n LIFETIME PARTNER~..

hmm..i noe its hard 2 blif wat im trying 2 say 2 u readers..
bt tis is really me..
if i were 2 told u my stories..mayb sum of u will tink n say im a PLAYBOY or DESPERATE..
bt actually i m jst a NORMAL guy finding love 4 himself jst 4 his heart to be complete bt it seems so heart 2 hv 1..hmm..

d onli thng i cn do nw is 2 move on..
i sumtimes hate d werd move on 2..cos everytime i say tt it means a failure 2 me..
bt nw i dont tink so..
d werd tells me tt nver stop at a place cos if u r jst standing there u wuldnt move..bt if u stretch out ur legs..
1 day..u will reach ur destination..
>n tis time of my life i called it "HAPPINESS"..

hmm..well..i tink i wuldnt say it alot..hmm..
well..nw d onli thng i cn say 2 her is..

"GOOD LUCK U..IT WAS A GREAT FEELING TT YOU MAKE ME LOVE U..ALTHOUGH I TRIED TO SHOW U TT I WAS DIFFERENT BT I GUESS I WASN'T GD ENOUGH..U MAKE ME HAPPY N MAKE ME SMILE N UNDERSTND THE MEANING OF LOVE EVEN MORE..BT WATEVA I SAY TIS,IT WILL JST B A MEMORY IN MY HEART N MIND N IN TIS BLOG..YOU WERE A DIFFERENT GIRL BT THERES 1 THNG U HV D SAME AS D OTHERS..ITS MY LOVE FOR U..I HOPE U WILL B HAPPY WITH TT GUY N ALWAYS LAST LONG WITH HIM N OF COS LOVE HIM ALWAYS..NVER THROW HIM AWAY 4 A STUPID REASON..OK..?HMM..NW I HV 2 MOVE ON..MY LOVE 4 U NW IS JST A MEMORY N JST A SAYING BT I WILL ALWAYS RMB 1 THNG ABT U..U WERE A ' NORMAL' GIRL..N I WANT U 2 STAY HAPPY ALWAYS N DONT WORRY ABT ME BCOS 1 DAY I WILL NOE Y IS D REASON..N SEEING U HAPPY ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE..I USED TO LOVE U BT NW THE LOVE 4 U 2 ME IS JST A WORD..BT TRUST ME 1 THNG ONLY..U R TT GIRL TT MAKE ME REALIZE TT ALL GERLS ARE DIFF N U R D 1ST GIRL WHO IS NORMAL IN MY LOVE LIFE..U WERE D UNIQUE 1..BT I GUESS,ITS STLL JST A MEMORY..MY LOVE 4 U WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED,KAMISAH..GD BYE DEAR..TC N FLY WITH UR SOMEONE SPECIAL..LEAVING ME BEHIND TO SEARCH AGAIN..HMM.."

well..i tink tts all i wan 2 say 4 nw..

tc n bb..
update u 2nite..

luvs 4om me 2 u readers..ariff..
i love u always..