TODAY MY LIFE IS SAD BUT THE LOVE I HAVE FOR HER IS STILL STRONG..

helo peeps..

hmm..well,2day i reli wan 2 express my feelings..
those of u who dont wan 2 hear..its ok..
those of u who wan 2 hear..thnks..
n of cos i wan her 2 noe hw i fyl..

well,let me start wif jst d msg n there i ll continue k..

ARIFF SAYS:-

>>>>> "KAMISAH..I RELI DUNNOE HW 2 SAY TIS..BT SINCE D PAST FEW DAYS I GT 2 NOE U..MY FEELINGS GT STRONGER N STRONGER TOWARDS U..U TOLD ME TT I GT A CRUSH ON U..YES..TT WAS IN SKOOL BT NW,MY FEELINGS 4 U IS DIFF..I NOE MAYB U WONT ACCEPT ME..BT I JST WAN 2 TELL ,HONESTLY,SINCERELY N FAITHFULLY TT I HV TRIP IN LUV WIF U..U JST CNT SEEM TO BE OFF MY MIND..DAY N NITE..I TINK ABT U N CARE ABT U..ALWAYS..I WULD LUV 2 B WIF U 2 B THERE 4 U ALWAYS..U LET ME LUV AGAIN KAMISAH..ITS U WHO I LUV MOST NW.."

KAMISAH SAYS:-

>>>>> "HMM,U...SERIOUSLY,I NT SURE WHETHER U R D 1 FOR ME..BT 2 ME U R A VERY2 NICE GUY..I AM SURPRISED TT U CULD FALL EASILY 4 ME..I CNT ACCEPT U RITE NW COS WAT I FEEL 4 U NW IS JST LIKE AS A FRIEND..SORY :( ..ITS STLL EARLY DAYS FOR US..MAYBE 1 DAY MY FEELINGS 4 U WILL TURN INTO LOVE..DUN BE HURT COS OF TIS..FOR NW,U CN STILL SEARCH 4 UR DREAM GERL..WHO NOES U MIGHT FIND SUM1 BETTA DEN ME RITE..?"

ARIFF SAYS:-

>>>>> "I NOE...EVEN NO MATTER HW MUCH TIMES I GT REJECTED,I STLL DUNNOE Y I STLL DEVOTE MY LIFE 4 LUV EVEN I NOE ITS HARD 4 ME..ESPECIALLY U..I WAITED A YR PLUS JST 2 GT UR NUMBER..I JST DUNNOE Y..ITS MY HEART..AFTER EVERYTHNG TT HAS HAPPEN IN MY LIFE..THERES 1 PERSON I NVER TELL HER HW I FEEL TOWARDS HER..N ITS U KAMISAH..HMM..EVEN I FIND OTHERS, I CNT 4GT U COS U R MY LOVE NW..N U R D 1 I WILL ALWAYS LOVE.."

n it ends there..
those were her last msg n my last msg 2..
it was silent until i took d courage 2 msg her bck..

hmm..
nw my heart is once again hurt bt i jst dunnoe y i cnt let her go..bt y do others i let dem go easily..hmm..
is there a reason..
m i reli in love?or jst playing stupid?..
i dunnoe y shes so gd,kind,swit,silent n even lovely 2 me..

my mum saw her once during graduation day..
she said tis.."ARIFF?D PICTURE U SHOW ME JST NW..I SAW HER TT TIME..SHES SWIT N PRETTY..SHES GT HEIGHT..N HER HAIR WEAVY AT D END..BT OVERALL SHES A SWIT N SILENT GERL..MST GO 4 TT TYPE OF GERL ARIFF"..
even my mum say so..jst lyk wat i said 2 her..hmm..

bt nw..i jst hv 2 wait n u noe jst let my love roam..bt it seems tt my love 4 her will always b there..in my heart i noe mayb 1 day,she will or will nver accept me..bt lyk i use 2 say 2 myself..
"ARIFF..JST LET IT FLOW OK..IF SHES D ONE SHE WILL B ALWAYS IN UR MIND..N WEN U START TO MISS SUM1,TT IS D GERL U RELI LOVE ALOT.."

n im missing her rite nw..nt jst nw..every single day n nite..weneva i say her name or jst c her picts..it reli makes my day n make me smile..
haiz..
nw...i jst hv 2 go wif d flow..mayb 1 day..jst lyk she say..
i jst hv 2 blif n accept d fact..
im being strong..bt u,kamisah..u make me stronger n u complete wat is nt in me..whch is my love 4 u..
hmm..

well,tts all..

i ll update ltr at nite again..ok..
bb n tc..

luvs 4om me 2 u readers..ariff..
i luv u dear..always..

2day was kinda a cold n dull day..

helo peeps..

well,im here once again..
updating my blog again..
well,actually im lazy 2day bt i decided 2 blog a bit so atleast i cn end my day wif peace..haha..

hmm..hw shuld i start..

well,woke up arnd 1230pm jst nw..cos ytd slept arnd 3 or so updating my blog..
3 post..
1 post all werds n another 2 all pictures..haha..
hmm den started 2 on9 n i msg kamisah..
she told me she was on9 bt i was in d toilet..
den i quickly do my business n den chat wif her...

we chat 4 quite awhile..n she told me tt shes going out 2 bugis wif her family n i oso tell her tt im going out 2..
wif my brother(bomoh n taufiq) 2 cut hair..
so she off9 n i off9 2..i mean appear off9..haha..
den i on9 bck n start toking 2 my brothers..

den it started 2 get dark n greyish in d sky..
so me n taufiq knew its gonna rain..
bt bomoh wasnt reli caring abt it..haha..usual jackass..
so it reli happen..it rain so heavily..
tt there was lightning n thunder..
shocking though..
so in d end we didnt went 2 d barber shop..

i started 2 gt worried 4 kamisah cos shes outside in this rain..
hehe..u noe la if sum1's in love,d feeling 4 an individual is there..
well,i jst hope n prayed of her well being tts all..n her safe return hme..

hmm den arnd 1730pm or so..i told taufiq i wanted 2 take a nap n i ask him 2..
he oso say ok n den bb..go slip..
den wake up n im on9 bck..haha..

i tink im going 2 sleep late again 2day..
n im going 2 tink abt her..haha..!hmm..
dont wori..its a everyday basis..
n i jst cnt kp her out of my mind..hmm..
she does mean alot 2 me..n my life 2..

well,tts all 4 nw..

gd nitez n bb n tc..
update u ppl tml ok..

luvs 4om me 2 u readers..ariff..
i luv u dear..always..

THE GIRLS I LOVE ALOT!A FAMILY, A FRIEND N A LOVE ONE..

well,peeps..im bck again..

tis time d pict im going 2 show u is 3 girls..
let me show u who dey r k..

1st..is my sister..
d 2nd sis in my family
her name is mirshawati..
short: mirsha..
a cute girl n funi girl..
overall i call her craziness in my family..
jst like my little sister ikii..
both r d same..haha!..

her pictures..

ADEQ MIRSHA 1.

ADEQ MIRSHA 2.

ADEQ MIRSHA 3.

ADEQ MIRSHA 4.

ADEQ MIRSHA 5. THE COMBINE PICTURES OF A SMALL BUT YET LOVABLE SISTER.

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2nd..is my new gd n bestfren..
shes oso small bt shes kinda wild bt nw im kinda lyk control so she wont go 2 d wrong path..although i noe she cn control..
her name is hana..
a beloved fren n of cos a mango freak..haha!..

her picts..

THIS IS HER. HANA. SHES FREAKINGLY CUTE. YA, I KNOW SHE LOOKS LIKE A YOUNG KID BUT ACTUALLY SHES ONLY 16. BABY FACE. PLUS MANGO 2!..HAHA!

IT'S ME AND HER. THE MANGO BESTFRIEND. WE LOVE TO DRINK MANGO WHENEVER I'M OUT WIF HER. HAHA!

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finally tis is her..
d girl im secretly in love..
kamisah..i wont say so much since u noe who she is 4om d recent post..
2 post below this..
swit n quiet wif a silent smile i love so much..
hmm..

her picts..

WELL,THIS IS HER. A ROLLERCOASTER RIDE. AND SHES JUST SO AMAZINGLY MAKING ME SMILE ALWAYS.

THIS GIRL IS SOMEONE WHO IS SIMPLE BUT YET SWEET. SHE IS JUST LIKE A FLOWER TO ME.

HER AGAIN. SHE TOOK IT. I KNOW IT'S BLUR BUT IT TURN OUT TO BE NICE. THE EFFECT SHE DID TO D PICTURE.

HAHA! CANDID SHOT OF HER. KINDA FUNNY WITH HER SWIT SMILE N HER FUNNY HAND POSE. HAHA! GIRL GIRL GIRL!..HAAH!

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well,tts all..
tis r d picts tt i love so much n will nver be deleted in my life,memories n of cos d comp..
hmm..3 of dem make my werld more exciting..
nt 4getting my brothers n my 1st sis..ikii..i mys her so much jst lyk hw i mys tis 3 gerls..
n of cos all my other frens..n gd frens,close frens,special fren n any type of frens..
u all make me proud n honour 2 b ur fren..hmm..
yeah!..

well,tc n bb..

update u tml if i m nt bored at all..ok..

luvs 4om me 2 u readers..ariff..

this are the picts i edited..kinda alot la..so enjoy k..

helo peeps..

here are d picts i edited kinda wen im bored or lazy 2 update my blog..haha..sori..

enjoy d picts..!

IT'S ALL ABOUT THE TIME IN MY LIFE.

TAUFIQ. THE EGOIST BUT A HUMBLE BROTHER.

HE LOOKS SMARTER LIKE THIS. SHOULD GIVE APPLAUSE TO HIM.

MY FRIENDS THAT WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN IN MY LIFE. THANKS GUYS AND GIRLS FOR BEING THERE.

ZAKIR. HIS STANDING THERE LIKE STAMFORD RAFFLES.BUT I LIKE THIS PICTURE ALOT.

ZAKIR. THE BROTHER WITH AN EMOTIONAL POSE. HE SAID, "AKU SUKER ARH GAMBAR NIE..STYLE ARH!"

HMM. GUESS WHO..?ZAKIR AGAIN. BUT HIS TRYING HIS BEST TO UNLEASH HELL(AFTER I EDITED THIS PICTURE). HAHA!

PROM NIGHT KING AND QUEEN. I LOVE THEM BOTH FOR MAKING MY NIGHT WONDERFUL.

MY NEW RIDE. ALTHOUGH IT'S NOT MINE.I FEEL LIKE IT'S MINE BECAUSE I'M RIDING ON IT. HAHA!

HMM. ARIFF. THE NEGATIVE SIDE WITH THE POSITIVE BESIDE IT. A COMPLETE PERSON.

I LIKE THIS PICTURE ALOT.MY 1ST BEST EMO EDITED LOOK. HAHA!

IT'S ME. COMPLETE MY PUZZLE IN MY HEART. COOL PICTURE TOO.

MUHMMAD ARIFF. KINDA A GENTLEMAN WHO IS STILL TRYING 2 BE A GENTLE AND A MAN. HAHAHA! JK.!

tts all peeps..

i stll hv summore picture..
bt d nx 1 is all abt my loved ones..
my newcomer in my family, my new cutey small bestie n of cos HER..kamisah..

haha!..

bb n tc..

luvs 4om me 2 u readers..ariff..

someone so special to me tt i nver had tis feeling 4 d past 11mnths..

helo peeps..

sori i haven updated my blog 4 a long time..
tired every single day..
so wat i did was jst editing all my pictures all day long..
wat cn i say..?!
cool i guess..haha!..

i'll show u d picts ltr ok..

nw i wanna tok abt sumthng..
recently i gt a number 4om tis gerl whom i admire alot since i place my eyes on her..
she noes n we realize tt since we 1st met..
we keep on bumping into each other although we tried our best 2 avoid 1 another..
well,although i do hv tt feeling sumtimes..
majority of d time i will try 2 look 4 her in skool..

bt nw i dont hv 2 do tt animore cos im nw in contact wif her..
yohoo!finally..
well,her name is just simply kamisah..(kinda of lyk a kampong name)..ahha..!
well,shes jst plain normal wif a swit face n a silent smile..i jst lyk d way she is..
shes nt so gerlish nor lady like..shes jst tt normal gerl who use 2 go 2 market n go out once in awhile..
hmm..

i do agree tt i use 2 hv a crush on her in skool bt nw..
its an all diff story..
d fyling is beginning 2 grow stronger every single day..n even nite..
i dunnoe y i start 2 hv tis fyling..mayb after all this while i tried 2 noe her..
nw im beginning 2 fyl differently4om crush into lyk n nw into love..
bt i haven tell her yet cos im stll nt ready n i jst wan 2 noe her better n jst b there 4 her..

i jst dont wan 2 hurt her n i dont wan 2 ruin our relationship tts y i wan 2 take thngs slow..
bt nw in my heart..im jst in love wif her..
i kinda miss her alot..although its hard 4 us 2 see,tok or even smile wif each other..
i just noe tt im goin 2 gv her all those 1 day..
d smile..d "HI!"..d wink..sumthng lyk tt..haha!..

hmm..well,after 11mnths or so..i finally gt tt feeling once again of love..
i noe mayb i wont or will gt her 1 day..
bt i jst wan her 2 noe hw much tis feeling to her means 2 me..hmm..
kamisah..i reli begin 2 feel 4 u..from a crush in skool..2 a long distance like n nw d love 4 u..hmm..
i jst wan 2 tell u tt..

bt wen..?hw..?where?n y..?hmm..

well,tts all 4 nw..i ll update u ltr wif d picts i edited..

hmm..well,tc n bb..

loves 4om me 2 u readers..ariff..

ytd was fantastic with cats..

helo there!..

hmm..seems lyk my blog isnt tt rusty after all..
actually is nt lyk im lazy 2 write it dwn or wat bt u noe i was jst so empty..haha!..
well,let me start 2days story..

me,zul n taufiq..
we went 2 lepak at blok 660 there 2 wait 4 my cuzzy bomoh..
we met at arnd 2pm..guess wat time he came..haha!..1430 arnd there den he came..
wow!his five minutes it lyk an hr..
so nx time if u wanna lepak,we mst kol him n met at 1330pm..so he will b on time..haha!..
wen he came,we jst chit chat n den we played TaiTi..well,we always win so it gets bored..hehe!..

den we decided 2 go 2 blk 638,our usual place 2 lepak..
hmm..it was going 2 rain bt luckily we gt seats..
we sat n chat until 1 cutie n big cat came 2 our way..
we kol him n he came n sat beside us..yup..leterately sit n lie dwn beside us on d bench..
we wen,"awwwww!"..haha..
d cat slp n den decided 2 walk 2wards bomoh n lie dwn n slp on his lap..
its rare 2 hv a stray cat sitting on top of him..
n after it was taufiq n my turn..haha..
taufiq was so GELI (tickled) tt his face expression was ridiculous..haha!..

we took a video n sum pictures bt dey r all at bomoh's cam..hmm..
we sat n sat until another cat came whch was zul's favourite or MEMBER..haha!..
kinda cool 2 hv cats u noe joining in d fun n den came d whole herd of cats..
we were lyk,"omg!so many!1 after 1 all cum 2 get treated gd from us!"..haha!
den until arnd 6 or so we went bck hme..

den at nite arnd 2130pm, i met bomoh n taufiq near d yishun pond everyday jst 2 go there n lepak n u noe la..tok abt thngs we usually tok..
gerls,sadness n bla bla bla..haha!..
we lepak n den we go 7 11 2 wat maggi..haha!..idiots..nthng else better 2 do..haha!..
after eating arnd 2300..we decided 2 go hme cos my mum n bomoh mum aldy starting 2 scold..us..haiz!..
sad!..

well,we ended our day pretty cool wif furs on our shirts n at nite ended in a scolding bonanza..!haha!!..
well,tts all i hv 2 say..

byebye n tc..
luvs 4om me 2 u readers..
update mayb ltr at nite if im free ok peeps..