TODAY MY LIFE IS SAD BUT THE LOVE I HAVE FOR HER IS STILL STRONG..

helo peeps..

hmm..well,2day i reli wan 2 express my feelings..
those of u who dont wan 2 hear..its ok..
those of u who wan 2 hear..thnks..
n of cos i wan her 2 noe hw i fyl..

well,let me start wif jst d msg n there i ll continue k..

ARIFF SAYS:-

>>>>> "KAMISAH..I RELI DUNNOE HW 2 SAY TIS..BT SINCE D PAST FEW DAYS I GT 2 NOE U..MY FEELINGS GT STRONGER N STRONGER TOWARDS U..U TOLD ME TT I GT A CRUSH ON U..YES..TT WAS IN SKOOL BT NW,MY FEELINGS 4 U IS DIFF..I NOE MAYB U WONT ACCEPT ME..BT I JST WAN 2 TELL ,HONESTLY,SINCERELY N FAITHFULLY TT I HV TRIP IN LUV WIF U..U JST CNT SEEM TO BE OFF MY MIND..DAY N NITE..I TINK ABT U N CARE ABT U..ALWAYS..I WULD LUV 2 B WIF U 2 B THERE 4 U ALWAYS..U LET ME LUV AGAIN KAMISAH..ITS U WHO I LUV MOST NW.."

KAMISAH SAYS:-

>>>>> "HMM,U...SERIOUSLY,I NT SURE WHETHER U R D 1 FOR ME..BT 2 ME U R A VERY2 NICE GUY..I AM SURPRISED TT U CULD FALL EASILY 4 ME..I CNT ACCEPT U RITE NW COS WAT I FEEL 4 U NW IS JST LIKE AS A FRIEND..SORY :( ..ITS STLL EARLY DAYS FOR US..MAYBE 1 DAY MY FEELINGS 4 U WILL TURN INTO LOVE..DUN BE HURT COS OF TIS..FOR NW,U CN STILL SEARCH 4 UR DREAM GERL..WHO NOES U MIGHT FIND SUM1 BETTA DEN ME RITE..?"

ARIFF SAYS:-

>>>>> "I NOE...EVEN NO MATTER HW MUCH TIMES I GT REJECTED,I STLL DUNNOE Y I STLL DEVOTE MY LIFE 4 LUV EVEN I NOE ITS HARD 4 ME..ESPECIALLY U..I WAITED A YR PLUS JST 2 GT UR NUMBER..I JST DUNNOE Y..ITS MY HEART..AFTER EVERYTHNG TT HAS HAPPEN IN MY LIFE..THERES 1 PERSON I NVER TELL HER HW I FEEL TOWARDS HER..N ITS U KAMISAH..HMM..EVEN I FIND OTHERS, I CNT 4GT U COS U R MY LOVE NW..N U R D 1 I WILL ALWAYS LOVE.."

n it ends there..
those were her last msg n my last msg 2..
it was silent until i took d courage 2 msg her bck..

hmm..
nw my heart is once again hurt bt i jst dunnoe y i cnt let her go..bt y do others i let dem go easily..hmm..
is there a reason..
m i reli in love?or jst playing stupid?..
i dunnoe y shes so gd,kind,swit,silent n even lovely 2 me..

my mum saw her once during graduation day..
she said tis.."ARIFF?D PICTURE U SHOW ME JST NW..I SAW HER TT TIME..SHES SWIT N PRETTY..SHES GT HEIGHT..N HER HAIR WEAVY AT D END..BT OVERALL SHES A SWIT N SILENT GERL..MST GO 4 TT TYPE OF GERL ARIFF"..
even my mum say so..jst lyk wat i said 2 her..hmm..

bt nw..i jst hv 2 wait n u noe jst let my love roam..bt it seems tt my love 4 her will always b there..in my heart i noe mayb 1 day,she will or will nver accept me..bt lyk i use 2 say 2 myself..
"ARIFF..JST LET IT FLOW OK..IF SHES D ONE SHE WILL B ALWAYS IN UR MIND..N WEN U START TO MISS SUM1,TT IS D GERL U RELI LOVE ALOT.."

n im missing her rite nw..nt jst nw..every single day n nite..weneva i say her name or jst c her picts..it reli makes my day n make me smile..
haiz..
nw...i jst hv 2 go wif d flow..mayb 1 day..jst lyk she say..
i jst hv 2 blif n accept d fact..
im being strong..bt u,kamisah..u make me stronger n u complete wat is nt in me..whch is my love 4 u..
hmm..

well,tts all..

i ll update ltr at nite again..ok..
bb n tc..

luvs 4om me 2 u readers..ariff..
i luv u dear..always..