sori 2 d gerl tt i hurt badly..isyah..im sori..

2 my dear isyah..

i was so hapi tt i started my attachment n i tot im goin 2 enjoy tis last lap of my life in nursing..wif my frens,teachers n including u..is jst tt it didnt turn out wat we expected..

i was waiting 4 u 4 almost 1hr n 30mins..i waited 4 u is nt bcos of an exbf or sum1 special bt a fren tt i m close wif..u appear in my eyes n i was so so hapi..d 1st thng u did was laugh at me bcos u said im gaining weight bt actually u said tt i was slim n u squeeze my shirt 2 prove tt i was slim..i was so hapi tt i saw u smiling once again infront of me after wat has happen..

bt whle i was walking happily wif u,he turn up infront of my eyes..he destroyed everythng..u turn bck 2 him n go wif him..in my heart i said,"well,although it was a onli a few minutes,i was hapi 2 c u smile in my eyes again..bt den i tink u better enjoy ur time wif him..hys more importnt 2 u cos im jst ur fren onli"..i hope u n him will always b hapi witout me arnd..i tink u did d rite choice isyah by leaving me..

i rejected ur kols is bcos im nt angry bt i jst wanna let u b wif him..n u ask me whether im angry..n i pretended 2 b although i was..i jst didnt wan 2 show it..well,im sori i played ur fylings bt u played my 2..u didnt told me tt u meeting him n ur frens told me tt u hold his hands..well,i guess his ur bf ehk..well,im jst ur fren tt u cn b open wif..i dont mind isyah..u r a nice n sincere gerl bt mayb 2 others u r nt..2 me u r stll r bt i tink i cnt fyl d same way as b4..

u cn curse me 4 all u wan..bt i noe 1 day ur curse will turn my life arnd 2 bcum a hapi man..i dont mind u cursing me..as long i dont curse u..cos i didnt do tt b4..well,if u wanna hate me go ahead..i hurt u badly..bt u hurt me,im stll strong..i jst dunnoe y im going bck 2 my old ways..izzit bcos of u..?im nt sure..mayb bt mayb nt..

THIS IS ISYAH TT I HURT.IM RELI SORI.Y MUST IT B U TT I MUST HURT SO BADLY?!

i dunnoe whether u cn read tis bt wat i noe tt u r hurting very badly rite nw..i cn fyl it..bt 2 tell u d truth,eventhough u r hurt i noe tt 1 day u r jst goin 2 hate me 4 real..n d hateness begins 4 u 2 me..n im goin 2 blif tt tis is d last time tt u r goin 2 say my name 2 ur frens or 2 any1..u cn allow ur parents 2 hate me i dont care..as long as i dont hate u tts all..jst lyk u said 2 me..bt i guess wat u say will nver cum true..in d end,u r d 1 tt hates me nt me..

well,2 isyah..im reli sori tt i hv done a sinful thng bt i guess u noe..tis is me..d ariff u use 2 noe..i may nt b who i m last time bcos sum1 change me bt bcos of d memories tt replayed in my mind jst lyk u n my 1st n 2nd..i guess it jst came out bcos he rmbered it..n dis time he took action..i dont care whether u 4gv me or nt as long as i noe u r stll in gd hands..mayb in ur future guy or ur parents..let it b..i m nt d ariff u r goin 2 lyk nw..bt 2 me..tis ariff..every1 stll luvs it..no matter hw hurtful 2 other ppl he cn b bt theres onli 1 thng in his heart tt ppl will rmb n luv him,its d way he leads his life through sadness n happiness..tts 1 thng alot of ppl will understnd y i m n who i m..

i hurt u is bcos u hurt me once n twice..i noe i hv hurt u b4..bt i blif tt i 4gv all ur wrong doings 2 me n i didnt hear a werd of 4gvness 4om u 2 me..u nver even say,"i 4gv u ariff"..nt lyk tt..its jst a sori..i cnt blif tt i hurt d gerl i love so much more den anythng else bt den,lyk dey always say,love hurts..well,4 me..my frenshp wif u will nver fade bt i guess 4 u,i m jst an asshole..well,i dont mind isyah..i rather b 1 as long in d end,i gt wat i wan whch is love..i blif n noe tt a gerl out there is waiting 4 me..well,all i cn do is wait n hear u hating n cursing me..

im sori isyah 4om d bottom of my heart..tis is my last time tt i will hurt u cos tis hurtness will b 4eva 4 u..lyk i use 2 say..a person cn hurt u once,n d person cn hurt u 4eva..n im 1 of dem..bt in my heart im stll a nice guy n a frenly guy..i ll move on wif d hurtness in ur heart n i ll make it as my memories..u r d 1st n d last gerl tt i ll hurt cos i love u once so much bt u broke it so its time 4 me 2 return d favour in a hurting way..im so so sori dear..

u tc of urself n b hapi wif any1 u noe n i noe im nt in tt list..well,its ok..well,i wish u a gd future n a great life..n i noe tt u will hv a great n hapi life 1 day wif d guy u reli luv..thnks 4 d memories..i appreciate everythng..d hurtness n happiness..n ur sincere heart 2 me tt didnt last..bt ur name will always b in d book of memories n d book of love..

bb isyah..2 d gerl tt i use 2 love..