im beginning 2 miss 2 ppl in tis werld..

hei peeps..

goin 2 update u 2day..

well,actually nthng much..as u cn c below,tis is hw i feel nw..bt i cnt b always fyling lyk tis rite..i nd 2 move on..wif d pain in my heart..haiz..

well,lets jst go 2 d point..

tis morning 2 ppl i love alot has gone overseas at malaysia 4 some training programme..4 days 3 nites..cn u imagine..omg..sori sori..d 2 people r my neighbour i love d most aka my "lyk my mataer"..hammadah..hahah!..n ofcos tis luvly gerl i use 2 love..irah..mahirah..i luv her lots..haha..shh..!!..well,wat cn u say..tis 2 ppl always make my day hapi..hahah..sumtimes i kol irah n at late nite,i will kol hammadah..ala,jst u noe tok 2 dem..jst 2 check up on dem..everyday if dey cn la..haha..

well,im reli goin 2 miss dem..y..?well,hammadah is sum1 tt i use 2 hang arnd near my hse wen she was stll a small kid until she has grown up 2 b big n strong..i watch her grow 4om a gerl 2 a lady..she was a shy gerl last time bt nw,wow..haha..very outgoing n atheletic..im proud of her of wat she has done..tts my baby neighbour..haha..btw,shes 15 ar...haha..

n lets nt 4gt abt tis darling of mine..irah..haha..i knew her last yr during fasting mnth..okok ar..shes a pretty funi n cute talker n she loves 2 do stupid sounds tt sumtimes cheers my day up..sumtimes i find it crappy bt wen play it again its pretty funny..tts y i lyk 2 tok 2 her..we usually prank each other cos i started it...bt nw rather take thngs bck so i wont hurt her..hmm..well,overall i cn say tt irah is young bt u noe she cn act n tink lyk an adult..i do respect her lyk an adult although shes jst u noe young..hmmm..

well,witout tis ppl by my side..i jst cnt fyl,u noe..complete..

TO HAMMADAH AND MAHIRAH..:

THNKS 4 BEING THERE WEN I WAS IN NEED..U ALWAYS BRIGHTEN MY DAY UP ALTHOUGH I DIDNT C U OR TALK 2 U..SUMTIMES JST RMBERING ALL THOSE PAST TIME WE HAD WEN WE GT 2 NOE EACH OTHER WAS GREAT..

2 MY BABY HAMMADAH..U R SO SPECIAL 2 ME COS I SAW U GROW UP..I SAW U FALL N CRY..I SAW U GETTING ANGRY IN STUFFS TT I DONT USUALLY GT ANGRY AT..1 DAY U R GOING 2 B SUM1 SO IMPORTNT TT I TINK EVEN UR LIFE CNT B TT IMPORTNT..I M GOING 2 C U GROW NW N 4EVA TILL I DIE N I WAN 2 C U LEAD D WERLD 4 WHO U R..U R JST TT GERL I USE 2 PLAY WIF EVERYTIME U CAME OUT OF HSE N U WILL B LYK CALLING,"ABNG ARIFF ABNG ARIFF"..BT NW,ITS ALL DIFF..NW ITS,"ABNG ARIFF BLEH TOLONG,ABNG ARIFF NAK INI NAK ITU"..HAHA..WELL,TTS CUTE BABY..RELI..HAHA..TC OR URSELF OK..DONT DO STUPID THNGS..GROW UP..N B STRONG..I LOVE U BABY HAMMADAH..ALWAYS BEEN SINCE D TIME U SPLUT OUT MY NAME ARIFF..MUACKZ..!

LASTLY..2 MY DARLING MAHIRAH..HMM..WAT CN I SAY..D ONLI THNG I CN SAY IS..I RELI RELI LOVE U 4OM D BOTTOM OF MY HEART..I NOE TT OUR AGE DIFF IS A PROBLEM TO US BT SUMTIMES I JST FEEL LYK GIVING US MORE TIME 4 EACH OTHER N MAYB TRY ONCE AGAIN..I DUNNOE Y IT IS U BT THERES A REASON BHIND ALL TIS..I CNT SAY ANYTHNG ELSE BCOS I TINK U SHULD HV KNOWN HW I FELT 4 U ONCE N AGAIN..D ONLY THNG I CN SAY 2 U RITE NW IS I MISS U GREATLY N I LOVE U..I NOE TT I HV LOVE ANOTHER GERL MORE DEN US BT I JST WANNA GV 1 MORE SHOT N TRYING 2 WERK THNGS OUT AGAIN..I JST FEEL TT WE CN..BT 4 NW I WANNA U STUDY REAL HARD N TC OF URSELF WEN IM NT IN SPORE OR WENEVA I CNT CONTACT U K..I LOVE U DEAR..TC OF URSELF IN MALAYSIA..I LL B PRAYING 4 U..MUACKZ..!

HAMMADAH N MAHIRAH..STUDY HARD N STUDY SMART..LUV YA ALWAYS 4OM NW TILL END..TC..SEE U WEN U GT BCK..!..

well,tts all..missing tis 2 ppl reli tested my ability 2 feel 4 sum1..hmm..its a gd thng aniway..well,mayb loving tis ppl was a blessing 4om god..haiz..hw i wish i culd love d gerl n dont hurt her below tis post..hmm..fyling sad again..

well,tts all peeps..do read up n tag alrite..bb n luvs 4om me 2 u..